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How Can You Mend a Broken Heart
In the battle to own control of my thoughts, ruminating about cancer is the strongman. It muscles its was into my consciousness past everything else. As my friend Lorena, who is waging her own battle, said last week: “I think about this fucking cancer every day. It’s always in the back of my mind. No…
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sick, sick, sick
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The Great Pumpkin
We’re calling it the Great Pumpkin (thank you, Kim!). It’s starts off as a grapefruit-sized ball of chemo chemical attached to my port in my chest. I wear it for two days as the chemicals drip slowly into my body. When the ball is empty, I get it disconnected, and then I am free from…